I didn’t want to go on. I felt like I was losing my mind.
Psalms6:6-7a NLT;” I am worn out from sobbing. All night I flood my bed with weeping, drenching it with tears. My vision is blurred by grief.”
My grief was intense; my brain stopped working.
Psalms 31:9-10: “Be merciful to me O Lord, for I am in distress; my eyes grow weak with sorrow, my soul and body with grief. My life is consumed by anguish and my year by groaning; my strength fails because of my affliction, and my bondes grow weak.”
Psalms 772b- 4 “I prayed, with hands lifted toward heaven, but my soul was not comforted. I think of God and I moan, overwhelmed with longing for his help....I am too distressed even to pray!”
God’s Answer:
Deuteronomy 29:29a; Psalms 131: 1
Job 42: 1-5
If only I had spent more time with him the last time I saw him. If only I....
Psalms 131;2a “ I have calmed and quieted myself.”
I I didn’t want to forgive myself...I didn’t want to forgive the perpetrator.
Psalm 139:16 “You God saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment laid ot before a single day had passed>”
2 Thess. 1:6 God is just: He will pay back trouble to those who trouble you.
Matthew 6:14 -15 “For if you forgive people when they sin against you, your Heavenly Father will forgive you...but if you do not...”